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My Love is Disgusting

by Ninth Life

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Ben Chambers the intro for track #3 is perfect. the echo and reverb make you feel the emotions of overwhelming regret.... then it turns angry. this music is perfect for right after a fight or argument you had, or a disgruntled customer (if you work retail) and you replay it in your head. listen to this and imagine yourself telling them off and going Fight Club on their ass. Favorite track: You Can't Be Everybody's Therapist.
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1.
Abandoned in my hour of need Apostolic fashion, flawlessly Turned, ran, never once looked back When misfortune struck, when the shit hit the fan So save your breath, there’s nothing left to understand Don’t you dare try to shake my hand Old friend to phrase it simply, You are dead as dead as dead to me Your treachery is fucking sickening // I swear I will put a bullet through my head Before I let myself be manipulated again
2.
Scar Tissue 02:23
All’s well that ends well, I’ll see you in hell We went our separate ways, you put me on a shelf In the back of your mind, eroding with the sands of time Burned every picture that we took, a concluded chapter of a burning book Wasn’t good enough, wasn’t meant to be So shed your skin and forget about me Fucking forget about me Scars on my flesh and in my head, you shed your skin, left me for dead Left me for fucking dead
3.
Slow drags from a cigarette, Exhale contempt and regret As I regress, I disintegrate, thoughts race, I can’t fucking see straight It’s all a mind game, and I’m on a losing streak Medicine, to get me through psychological shrapnel, to romanticize the blues But these little mother fuckers just don’t do the trick like they used to "In the wee small hours of the morning," you will never be hers because she isn’t going to call "As the walls of my room fade away in the gloom," I’m wide awake as erroneous epiphany consumes me All I have to offer is inept Passive-aggressive insecurity My affection is burdenous My love is disgusting
4.
Your existence is a catechistic failure A walking testament to all of your mother’s unanswered prayers The power of Christ cannot compel The power of Christ cannot… You’re worthless as a lover And worth less as a friend Your value as a human being Has been appraised at less than shit Profound frustration at the abomination you have allowed yourself to become And when your Oxycontin god forsakes you I’ll be right there to spit in your fucking face when you’re seizing and dopesick in Hell The path of least resistance, nodding out of existence You could have been so much more than a poster child
5.
Fallacy 02:58

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Recorded by Andrew Clapp/Smoke Signal Productions
Additional vocals by Deej on The Path of Least Resistance
Artwork by Anthony Clark

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released October 25, 2015

All music by Ninth Life, Timmy Wolfe, Boone Cumberland, and Michael Burks

All lyrics by Gavin

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